Hey!

Thank you so much for your comments. It really means alot.

Today im not feeling too good, something wierd happened.

I was asleep, and i woke up from hearing a loud pop in my

neck. And i also woke from the really bad pain that shoot

through my body from it. I think its a crooked neck, i don't

know why it popped. But i have to sit, and i can't lay down

or it gets really painful =(   But ill be okay. =D  How are you

doing? Yeah, it has been awhile, i haven't been on here  that

much. Cause ive been so depressed. lately ive been so down,

Ive been crying.  How was your weekend? Did you do anything fun?

I just went out to eat yesterday, but thats all i did the whole weekend.

I hope something fun comes along. =D

Love,

Pamela

~Metallee~

Hi, I know what its like to fall for a best friend and have them fall back, me and my g/f have been together going on a year, after my last realationship, I was cheated on and used over and over. Don't worry about the furture, if you do it will ruin what is going on now. Live your days like it is your last. 'Memeber this 'No Day But Today'.

Xx.holly.xX{hatedXandXjaded}

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wow thats wonderful. im glad you found someone, and he sounds like a great catch. im sure your mother didn't mean to anger you and hurt you, and your irritation got the best of you lol.

anyways have a wonderful night

Rana :)

  You are a very good friend to encourage to follow his heart even though it will lead him away from you.  

   Major Heart Hugs and Much Respect,

              Jewel

you know what, no matter how hurtful youre feeling youre saying to him "do what you feel is best" and he's chosen to do something he feels is best. You encouraged him, and helped him. You should atleast be happy in knowing he's happy with his decision. And he may be leaving you, but he's doing so without intentionally knowing he's hurting you. But maybe you should express more of your emotions to him, but not in a way to make him feel guilty of his soon departure.

:)

   Sounds like a good plan. I wish you the best with your studies.  I'm glad that you have found someone that you can relate to and who appreciates you.

  Have a Blessed Night,

        Jewel

LOL

Welcome back

  Glad that you got the present.  That seemed to cheer you up.

  Sorry to read that you've been sick! I hope that you feel better soon!

    Enjoy counting all of that money!

 Have a blessed weekend!,

         Jewel

   
  
Sorry I didn't comment you sooner well How was your Turkey Day? Mine was alright I guess considering I had to spend it with my annoying 14 year old prep of a niece........I definately don't get a long with her because she acts like she is so much better than me and it really gets on my nerves. Anyways I'm sorry to hear your having a rough time in college and such I hope things get better soon. I just wanted to thank you for your advice, you really have helped me, I also have learned to not listen to them anymore I mean as long as they are talking about me they are letting someone else rest right?........next tuesday I wont have to worry about it any longer because I will be out of the foster care system, I just don't know what I'm going to do with my life this time though....Well I hope to hear from you soon......I might not be able to reply back at once because I'm grounded from everything I own basically because I made a stupid D on my Sociology test I took the other day and she flipped and plus she also found out that I didn't wear my glasses yesterday at school.....I mean I understand about the glasses part but The D part.......Come On!

Much Luv!

Hope you had a great Turkey Day!

Hey. Well thanks for doing the ladies. I did my version of the 12 types of women. u should check it out.

Amen to Thanking God!  I so loved your Gratitude list and your attitude of Gratitude.  YAY God! YAY You!  This entry was a Blessing and made me smile!

  Have a Happy Thanksgiving and a Blessed day!,

            Jewel

awww that brightened my day....

and inspired me to think of what i am thankful for...

to wordpad! XD

are you kidding? thats a list describing every woman on the planet. its impossible for a man to avoid them all. if you can find one who does not fit any of these descriptions you let me know.

[mendalz]

Loved this entry!  Thank you for sharing it with us. 

  Have a blessed Thanksgiving!,

        Jewel

Wait just a damn minute. What about all of you girl's faults??? You always say how you are a certain type when we meet, but when we get serious, you wanna get real. Be fair and do the 50 different girls. Miss Drama. Miss Ghetto, Miss I don't go down, Miss i'm too good for you , Miss playa, Miss perfect...come on now....

Thanks for your cooment and heart-felt advice.......

I am actully  5"1 (very short!) I hate being short sometimes though because a lot of times people don't think im 17 almost 18 (on December 5th) by then on that day i'll be out of foster care1....your 5"4 Wish i was lol.......My niece is 5"4 and weighs 135 pounds and they don't think she is fat!..........if you want to know her age she's 14 there is a 3 years difference between us..........and i mean of course thats their granddaughter and all but i mean it stilll doesn't give them the right to ridiculle me the way they do right? they may love me I don't know but if they did they would keep their opinions to theirself about me.......i wake up in the mornings a lot and I hear my foster mom talking about my like a dog alot of the times and my foster dad goes a long with her on it and then they act like they never mentioned my name at all even her and my faster dad's sister talk about me like a dog and then talk nice to me to my face and everything but they never say nothing bad about my niece which is their granddaughter.......I just get up and pretend that i never have heard such things and go on but its really hard though i guess maybe that's what i should do about this....but I can't just forget about this one and they wonder why I have a low self-esteme about myself besides me having to have all these sugeries and everything  anyways I'm going to go and finish my work in class I really dont know how to thank you for the advice.......

Much Luv!

hey

Love the entry its oh so stylish.........

just figured i would drop you a comment.....

Anyway i hope you figured out the video and picture thing?

If you get the chance i would like you to stop by and read the first part of my entry about my foster parents calling me fat and all this i could use some advice on it because no matter what i do i can't stop letting that bother me.........

Thanks,

Much Luv!

Aw! That is excally how i feel. Excally! Now i know i am not alone on this! Thank you so much!

It really meant alot me to that you wrote this entry, and the beautiful comment you left for me. It made me smile, and i feel like im not alone now. i really do. And i thank you for that!

Wow you are a great friend!

You inspired me today!!!! And every other day that you wrote!!

Love you!

-Metallee

I wanted to come by and thank you for everything.

   That was so sweet of you to write me, and then check up on me again.

That is the sweetest thing ever.

Im doing okay tonight. Don't be worried. Ill be okay. I won't harm myself.

      I do feel like hurting myself alot, but i will not go through with it. I promise.

But your words do comfort me, and show me i am never alone. That there are others

         Who care. Even those who don't know me. They care. And that makes me

Want to say God bless you, and thank you from the bottom of my heart.

            Love always.

-Metallee

Thanks for the comment!

ya WelcumerZ!......anything you need to know just ask......

Have a great weekend!

Much Luv!

Thanks for your comment!

well to do the pics i just go to do the pics i just go to www.msndollz.com and pic which category i want and then copy the pic i want and then paste it into my entry and to get the vidoes in my diary i do this:

1. go to www.videocodezone.com or go to www.music-codes.com

2. then i choose a video i want and then i copy the code

3. and then i go back to my diary and i hit the toogle button which is the button that looks like this: <>

4. Then i right click and then hit pate and then i hit that toogle button again

Well there you go that's how you do the pictures and videos.........im glad you like my entries and im honored that your adding me to your favorites list 

have a great weekend!

 if you have a myspace page please check out my page and maybe add me if you want here is my link to it:

www.myspace.com/darkangel182006

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I just wanted to say thanks. I am thinking about sending it on monday.

When I was in high school I didnt have a clue either. I still dont really. Just see that I am happy ( well about but with the in laws) and thats all that matters to me. I understand this entry.

  Loved this entry. It was very inspiring! I've added you to my favs.

   Have a Blessed day!,

       Jewel

Wow I reallly reallly reallly admire you! Welcome to My Dear Diary, Good luck and take care.

Ela xxx